will be ok..

what a sad news again
ah Boon told me his grandma had just pass away
I knew that her situation is quite serious already
but I still put a hope that his grandma will be ok
but..

he fall sick already
I guess is because of this
although he denied it

I couldn't find any word to comfort him
maybe he don't need also
time will heal everything ya?
I hope so..

I try to make myself talk more and more
just don't want to think that next Wednesday
mommy going to have her operation
and I'm going to have my Physic test 2 also..

maybe I'm quite silly..
I just wish that this will be the last operation
then my mommy will totally cure..
I really don't want mommy experience what ah pa had before

ah pa already did 3 operations
now he tell me he going have another again..
instead of feeling distressed
I more feel like want kill the doctor
why operation non-stop????
how many time you want dissect my ah pa huh?

sigh..
I know not the doctor's fault also
I just wish that this will be the last time..
how many time ah pa can bear it?
I feel hurt
when he told me..
he going to have another operation in a relaxed tone
mommy also..
don't you know that I saw the tears in your eyes?

Jun said my blog look sorrow
what can I do..
I'm blogging in a moody mood..
how can I type something happier?
I just need someone to talk to..
blog you will listen to me right?

I still believe
everything will be ok..