no meat=no healthy?

today I taught Wei Qi Science
funny..

she just saw a picture of drumstick
big reaction
"wahh.. I love eat drumstick so much!...
..do you like to eat?"
she asked me

......
"no, I don't eat meat.."
I thought want tell her eat vege is better..

manatao..

"yer.. you don't eat meat
no healthy!!
you wouldn't grow!!"

......
yeah..
that's the theory I taught her scientificly
meat help us grow

but
another thing I feel more gek dao is..

when she told me in the way
like my mommy told me long time ago

“不可以偏食！！！”

gou li.. =.=""

okok..
I promised her
I'll eat meat
lolz..

teacher vs student

ah Sim always tell me this

"day be a student
night be a teacher"

to descibe my day and night perfectly..
lol







when I'm a teacher

good teaching method?
year 2 English

"Cikgu Kathy!!!"
she always so excited when see me XD
maybe I take care of her once when she fall sick
fall in love to me wahaha

my drawing
still in kindergarden level
I think so

year 1 BM

I love his eyebrows
not like me
small eyes ==

Kam Kam said she very gebo?

malay girl
pretty yer

your spec even thicker than mine -.-""

when I'm a student

so difficult for me find my lecture place
when I reach..
change place huh!!
have to find again..
sweat -.-lllll

lazy to sms Sim
so I just mms her
clever le hehe

taken when I was driving in my campus
in my car
1 hand hold stearing
1 hand hold handphone
don't learn me haha
careful when driving!!

between,
I love this view
less car
more tree

rushing for my Physic tutorial
eat and think together
my engine almost burst that time

have to off my lap top for concentrate
forgive me if I always put away
studying meh~~
on-line because sometime sharing file with other =x






waiting for my life become
day be a daughter
night become a mommy

yeah..
I want a baby!!!
haha
envy lorr
see people's child so cute
when my turn..?
lol...

i'll bring you home soon..

since I've so many loyal reader now
so I have to blog everyday?
like reporting already... =S

today topic again my ah pa kakaka
what to do
I love him infinitely

of cause his situation become better now
please and please
don't happen again
my heart cannot support anymore

I still remember
when ah pa tried to hold his tears in his eyes
I know he just don't want cry in front of me..
ah pa..
you will be ok

today ah pa can eat already
he ask me dapao fish ball kuey teow
kon lou sommo worr

I told him
"lu tak payah fikir!!"

then I pack mihun soup for him only
fish also tak mao bagi him makan
eat bit bit first ok?

finally ah pa can eat my pear
nice pear lehh
RM5 for 3 only
ah pa say very sweet and nice hehe
but ah pa cannot eat more
so I eat the rest for him
very full~~~

stay with ah pa until 4.30pm
ah pa like sleepy already
I take 1 more blanket for him since hospital is very cold
ah pa sleep like a baby
I put blanket for him
just like he did this to me so many time before

when I reached home really feel sleepy
play awhile lap top is already 6pm
but I worried no one bring food for ah pa
who know Aunt Fong will ffk??
I call him again

ah pa complaint..
"doctor don't let me go home.."
I tried to comfort him,
"be patient ok, sure you can back home soon,
tell me anytime, I'll bring you home.."

ah pa become happier already =)
I wish that ah pa can be healthy always..
hopefully tomorrow I can pick ah pa back already
nevermind
I can ponteng class again wakakaka.. XD

你听见我了吗？

刚刚去医院看爸爸了
明明知道不是很严重
可是看到他的时候
我还是不能控制我自己

爸爸好憔悴
手上好多管子
他不能动
想说话，却没力气
他在忍耐
我知道
他很虚弱地问我
“吃饱了吗？”

我哭了
好气
真的。。
我很想知道是怎么了
爸爸说医生要他今晚开刀
爸爸不肯
他很怕
比我还要怕
因为这是他第四次的手术了
我很想安抚他
可是我竟然说不出话来

我逃了
爸爸会难过的 我知道
对不起

我去找医生
很想知道到底现在是什么情况
爸爸却叫弟弟阻止我
为什么？
怕我知道更多吗？？

爸爸怪自己
：“爸爸真没用，本来想带你们跑街的。。”
好啊，， 那你赶快出院！
出院了，你就要陪我吃素
不准再吃肉了！

芷瑄来了
爸爸笑了
他和她说：“公公生病了。”
芷瑄竟然也哭了
我很心酸
为什么当全世界在开心地放烟花
为什么爸爸就要在这忍受着肠绞的痛苦？

后来 医生来了
他说也许不必动手术
还需要观察
可以的话他们也不想开刀
我问他 ：“风险大吗？”
一半一半
都是模棱两可的答案

可是我还是努力的安抚爸爸
我知道他还是在胡思乱想
我又何尝不是
动了手术
不见得不会再发作

上帝
你听见我了吗？
别再让他痛苦了好吗？

my wish.....

I don't believe in god
but if god really can hear my wish
I'll believe to whoever
whoever..
can make my dream come true

I wish my ah pa wouldn't leave me forever
I'm not selfish
atleast let me take care of him for more than 20 years
like he take care of me so long

today I was out with Bern and Calvin
sorry I keep show you two my shit face
I'm so sorry
I was trying to enjoy too
since it had been long time we didn't meet
forgive me
my heart was crying that time

on my way coming
I received a call from my brother
who I hate so much
but
what he told me make me so shocked..
I don't know how to reply at all
I tried call my ah pa
for so many time
it fail!!
I feel want scream!!!

I was scared..
I call everyone..
Aunt Fong..
Yan gogo..
even my mom..
I hope there are someone tell me how is my ah pa

I sms him..
please call back
it was quite ashame
I cried in the bus
I dunno where is him..
I dunno where to look for him??

how could this happen?
yesterday night you still sms me..
wish me happy new year..
at 11pm I remember..
why today you are in hospital??
I can't accept this
I can't accept why you don't tell me at all..

so much I hope will hear a connect tone from my phone
but it keep fail..
you off your phone?
or..
I dare not to think further..

I just can't control my voice when talking to mommy
I can't lost you
I can't..
everyone is so happy today
but why you need to suffer like hell in the hospital?

first time I feel thankful to brother
he told me you are ok
I know you are trying to comfort me from the phone
but I know you are so pain..

you told me before..
you stii worry of me
so everytime you enter the wad you also fight with death
can you please fight for me again?
I still can't take care of myself now
please don't leave me..
I pray to the god..
my only wish..

PLEASE LET CHEANG PENG NAM
BE WITH
CHEANG KAR YEE FOREVER