Friday, February 27, 2009

green mood




I love this view so much..



yea yea I'm blue blue blue

but now I'm green green green
happy mood?
lolz

just finish do my Advanced Calculus assignment lor
consider do revision a bit also right?
haven't start my Physic revision lol
tomorrow ya?
that's why I decide next Tuesday skip class already
don't put big hope also
since I can only score 60% for my Physic test 1
can't I just do Math only....??
atleast I can score better XD

fall asleep on my desk again..
nice nap
all nice song from radio
feel so relaxing that time..

"why don't go room sleep?"

I heard mommy talked to me..

I just shake my head
continue my nap..

"exam again?"

"ya.. next week.."

"then you don't need send me go hospital la.."

what?
I almost wake that time
I just say no
no matter what she say
I just can't believe on CKH
this unresponsible guy
who know he will just throw my mommy alone in the hospital
more funny is
he ask me
: "do you need my gf help you take care mommy?"

funny!
mommy is mine
why should I ask her help?
some more I don't think that she will willing to help also

I know mommy worry me..
don't worry la..
believe me that I still can manage my time for study
so far I never disappointed you in study right?

zzz..
why this fellar disturb me again..
beh tahan
you force me wan..
block you!!
can't you see I already put busy?
everyday disturb me you not bored?
don't know what for
go find another on-line relationship la
geli betul..
so frustated
stop kissing me please


raining again..
nice to sleep..
good night Kar Yee
tomorrow must be happy also yea.. =)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

will be ok..

what a sad news again
ah Boon told me his grandma had just pass away
I knew that her situation is quite serious already
but I still put a hope that his grandma will be ok
but..

he fall sick already
I guess is because of this
although he denied it

I couldn't find any word to comfort him
maybe he don't need also
time will heal everything ya?
I hope so..

I try to make myself talk more and more
just don't want to think that next Wednesday
mommy going to have her operation
and I'm going to have my Physic test 2 also..

maybe I'm quite silly..
I just wish that this will be the last operation
then my mommy will totally cure..
I really don't want mommy experience what ah pa had before

ah pa already did 3 operations
now he tell me he going have another again..
instead of feeling distressed
I more feel like want kill the doctor
why operation non-stop????
how many time you want dissect my ah pa huh?

sigh..
I know not the doctor's fault also
I just wish that this will be the last time..
how many time ah pa can bear it?
I feel hurt
when he told me..
he going to have another operation in a relaxed tone
mommy also..
don't you know that I saw the tears in your eyes?

Jun said my blog look sorrow
what can I do..
I'm blogging in a moody mood..
how can I type something happier?
I just need someone to talk to..
blog you will listen to me right?

I still believe
everything will be ok..

Thursday, February 19, 2009

appreciate

sorry everyone
have been emo this few day
guess I need alone
to think what should I do
not purposely no reply..
forgive me yea?

don't worry darling
I'll be able to handle it
believe me?

mommy fly already
she went to Singapore
will be back this Sunday

I still believe
everything will be ok
should be ok!
mommy is tough
just like I do..

soon test 2 coming
on the day mommy's operation
ah pa's operation also..

no matter how
I'll force myself focus on it
believe me mommy
I'll show you my best result
on the end of semester
just like what I usually did
girl wouldn't disappointed you
I'm not tired really..
I can make it
I'll always with you

trying to make myself happy everyday
mommy said
I might get it also
yeah..
I know
since both of you get this decease
the probability I get sure higher also
and my brothers..

who care?!
life don't need too long
as long as meaningful enough..
I just want the chance take care both of you now
give me please

mommy ask me go check
hahahahahahaha
I just give myself all excuses
I'm busy
no time la dear
I'm healthy
you also healthy..

I just can't stop myself yell at her
for what you work so hard?
is't your boss much important than your health?
mommy promise me..
she will stop work
thanks mommy..
I'll take care you
believe me
girl will work hard

study hard
work hard
take care of everyone I care

appreciate all my time
my love

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

stay with me

cancer again..
are you kidding with me??
man I really hate it..
I hate it!!

you think you can leave me at this time?
you don't ever have this thinking I tell you!!
I hate it..
I hate..

I always feel that mommy is much healthier than ah pa
I never worry about it
mommy is always tough in my mind
so I believe you
you can make it..
sorry I'm selfish..
I just wanna stay with you forever
and ah pa..
I just a selfish daughter
don't ever want you two leave me..
mommy..
I really afraid to think
I just wish everything will be ok..
I don't mind lose my world
lose everything
I just want the chance
stay with me
stay with me
stay with me

4th of Mac
mommy's operation
mommy..
I don't ask
whether serious or not
because I know you wouldn't tell me
girl will pretend everything is ok
I'll still go my class everyday
eat healthy
teach happily
and smile to you
like everyday we do

everything will be ok
I believe that
you wouldn't leave me
right
I believe
I believe
I really really believe
you still my healthy mommy

Thursday, February 5, 2009

大便论



“ 如果有一天我想吃大便
我要你陪我吃
如果你不要
我就和你分手
你陪不陪?


这么恶心
又可爱得很
绝对不是我说的


ah Sim 问她的老公说
结果她老公蛮聪明地回答

“ 一定不会!
因为我太了解你
你一定不会去吃!! ”

巧妙地回答

我问她

“ 那你会不会为他吃大便? ”

她说

“ 看情况 如果他有生命危险 应该会 ”

“ 那我呢?

我问她

。。。。
沉默了一会儿
“ 要看分量多少 ”


超感动!

我根本不敢想
恶心到。。
喜欢到可以为他吃大便
厉害

我就和她说

“爱你爱到连你的大便
我都可以大口大口的吃下去?”

结果我们都笑到乱

ah Sim 真得很好笑
会无端端叫我

“kathy...."

结果却和我说一些

没有 point 的东西

我炸倒她够够力
就是没事找东西来讲
姐姐
明天考试了耶
你还会找时间娱乐我哦

结果今天上课的时候
我很专心地去听课
虽然 lecturer 讲的东西
和她一样
no point

可是她又叫我了

"kathy..."

我在想她要讲什么?

“你又要跟我讲没有point的东西?”

finally..

她和我说。。。。。

黄色笑话

还是第一次
她讲笑话给我听
谢谢
哈哈

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